Absynthe Minded - Sucker (the Boy Was Never There)

I can't believe it's really me they're laughing at
I thought i'm fly and hip
And i've got stickers sticking on my brain and everywhere
I thought that they could see how i can be as them
If i talk loud and clearly i am me
But i am such a fool that i believed in it

I don't know what i'm gonna do they're all the same
And want me dead or gone
And i don't know who's picking on me the most of all
I'm gonna get them all back once
And then i'll laugh
And they'll be gone
And i will find a girl and marry
And i am going to really believe in it

I will believe in it

've got this anthrax on my eye
I've got this anthrax on my eye
Don't let it fool you
I am the one
To hold on
I'm long gone